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Tue, 11 Jun 2013 20:05:36 -0700

boobsradley: I hope #1 is “Have sex with somebody who likes you...

Sun, 09 Jun 2013 19:19:05 -0700

boobsradley:

I hope #1 is “Have sex with somebody who likes you way more than you like them.”

dondepresso: #400: The Metamorphosis

Sun, 02 Jun 2013 11:59:58 -0700

dondepresso:

#400: The Metamorphosis

Alcohol is the only thing that makes we want to talk to people. Alcohol also keeps 5-7 lbs. of water...

Sun, 02 Jun 2013 11:56:29 -0700

Alcohol is the only thing that makes we want to talk to people. Alcohol also keeps 5-7 lbs. of water weight on me, even if I don’t get wasted.

Thin and alone or fat with friends.

Nothing

Thu, 23 May 2013 18:31:23 -0700

Eating normally, not gaining or losing. So many people in my circle are fucking up right now, but purposefully. It’s bad. Wack suicide.

I’m going to stop drinking againagainagain because it’s no good. And I’ll lose 5 pounds in 2 days.

"You've gained weight!"

Fri, 17 May 2013 15:28:04 -0700

Was the first thing my mother said when she saw me Then she kept talking about my face.

After spending $450 for a plane ticket to see her.

Good. My face now.

refluent: Misty Valley (by Fresnatic)

Fri, 17 May 2013 15:14:06 -0700

refluent:

Misty Valley (by Fresnatic)

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Fri, 03 May 2013 10:10:45 -0700

snowce: Josef Breitenbach

Mon, 29 Apr 2013 19:34:17 -0700

snowce:

Josef Breitenbach

Secret from PostSecret.com

Sun, 28 Apr 2013 07:05:44 -0700

Secret from PostSecret.com

Just enough

Thu, 25 Apr 2013 08:00:44 -0700

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Thu, 25 Apr 2013 05:54:04 -0700

Monday

Mon, 22 Apr 2013 08:09:47 -0700

Going to the Korean market today for all my groceries this week. Cheap fruits and veg, ginseng tea, roasted seaweed, imitation crab, sauces galore, and magic noodles super cheap. Yumyumyum.

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Sat, 20 Apr 2013 06:01:04 -0700

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Wed, 17 Apr 2013 10:10:40 -0700

One oatmeal cranberry cookie Black coffee Salad of green lettuce, red bell pepper, 4 bites tuna...

Tue, 16 Apr 2013 18:11:45 -0700

One oatmeal cranberry cookie
Black coffee
Salad of green lettuce, red bell pepper, 4 bites tuna salad
Small cup of lentil soup

one pear

Smoked half a gram of Headband.

one avocado

2 gigantic bbq beef ribs (why?)

mashed garlic cauliflower, asparagus tips

2 glasses bordeaux (wrong, but it worked)

For fuck’s sake. The sun is shining through the windows.

Intake April 15

Mon, 15 Apr 2013 18:33:35 -0700

2 oatmeal cranberry cookies

black coffee

5 bites curry chicken

lots of green beans and carrot

2 bites white rice

salad of baby kale, red cabbage, 2 pickled peperoncinis, tabouleh

chicken breast pan-cooked with olive oil, grape tomatoes, asparagus

My depression keeps pressing in, but I don’t want to talk to anyone about it, so I’m eating like a fitblr (except breakfast) and working out everyday to keep the hopelessness at bay. It’s really helping.

~~I’m not wearing dirty clothes anymore.~~

Cardio

Sun, 14 Apr 2013 08:22:46 -0700

I forgot how much I love Kendell Hogan. Good energy.

Denise Austin, just stop, ugh.

Tracy Anderson never smiles, barely moves her face, may be a robot. Effective.

Pop Pilates lady (can’t remember her name) seems nice but boooring.

A forgotten draft

Thu, 11 Apr 2013 08:09:22 -0700

Got everything done and ate lots of fresh fruits and veg and a can of light tuna.
Today I had coffee and two oatmeal raisin cookies for breakfast, a salad of lettuce, beets, celery, chickpeas & red bell pepper for lunch, chicken breast & steamed broccoli and cauliflower and another apple.
I just realized that I have to exercise everyday or I’m really unhappy.